front and center


got asked to sing a song here at our weekly graduation on thursday (no, i don’t get to graduate yet…). am singing one i wrote a year and a half ago.

(at another treatment center…).

i may have posted these lyrics before; if so, read them again…

pathways

one just like the other / who caught it from their mothers
or maybe from their daddies – no one knows
blame the genes and habits / that multiplied like rabbits
then scattered down the trails where no one goes
now your words remind us / that you would always find us
in the thickets where we liked to hide
cowering in silence / beaten by the violence
that raged beneath the surface deep inside … deep inside

faces getting clearer / end game getting clearer
taking steps behind a trusted guide
outlook surely brighter / burden getting lighter
time to face the troubled world outside
took in others’ knowledge / the ones who’d been to college
and left the school of hard knocks far behind
read the books and listened / to find out what was missin’
in the holes inside our hearts that kept us blind … kept us blind

heaven’s tears kept falling / and the past kept calling
pulling downward like a ball and chain
trapped inside the sorrows / clouding our tomorrows
but holding onto hope that still remained
sparks of life enfolding / the small seed we were holding
set to bloom whene’er the clouds would clear
grateful for each minute / the miracle within it
the perfect love to cast away our fear … our fear

but sometimes we’re forgetting / as the day is setting
that night will only last until the dawn
moon and star reflections / give light to our directions
help us find our way til night is gone
and with the sun to guide us / and with no shame to hide us
we can follow paths that others made
trusting where it leads us / and in the love that freed us
with promises the footprints will not fade
believing that their footprints will not fade
with faith that their steps will not fade … will not fade

copyright 2007 ruckersongs

~ by mikerucker on July 6, 2009.

One Response to “front and center”

  1. Glad to see you back in the saddle there, bro.
    I’m looking forward to reading about the wrestling match you’ve had with yourself, and other insights you have had a chance to glean from this experience.

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